Mary J Blige opens up on divorce-It's horrible not knowing someone you thought you knew

Mary J. Blige has opened up about her "horrible" ongoing divorce from husband and manager Martin 'Kendu' Isaacs.
The Queen of Hip Hop Soul told ITV's Loose Women
"I'm in the thick of it. I'm in the middle of a divorce. It's just how hard life is,"Not even knowing someone that you thought you knew for years is horrible."But there's hope in it as well, because I have to keep the joy so I can live and survive."
 Mary filed for divorce in July citing 'irreconcilable differences' , bringing an end to their relationship after more than 12 years of marriage.
The singer's estranged husband, Martin “Kendu” Isaacs, is seeking $129,391 a month.